Happy Birthday Ayesha

Happy Birthday Baby! If you were never born I would've never gotten to experience real love and what it feels like to be this in love. You're the one i would actually spend forever with and the one I think is my soulmate. I never thought that i'd be willing to wait for someone for longer than a year but you are worth it. You actually give me something to look forward to in the day. It really hurts not being able to see you. But just the thought of again being with you makes me feel so... I can't even describe it. But i will wait however long i need to see you smile again, to see how happy you are when you are with me. Seeing that makes me feel so safe and comforted as if nothing mattered in the world, except for you, the love of my life, the one i know i can always go to when i feel sad or angry or anxious, even when you are at your lowest. It really shows how much you care for me. How sweet and caring you are to me. I never thought anyone could make me feel so nervous and jittery, as if my heart knows i need not to mess up what i have with you, as if there was always such a thing. It always confused me how you thought so low about yourself. You always say you can't even look at yourself but when i look at you it feels like someone just grabbed my heart and squuezed it. Like i was craving you and need the feeling of your hand on mine and needed the warmth of your body on mine. When i stare into your eyes it feels like my whole world is crumbling around me. You have the most beautiful eyes i have ever seen. Every single day i hope for a way i can be with you. Every single day i fall more and more in love with you. Every single day i think about how it felt for you to be in my arms.

You, Ayesha Ashfaq, are the love of my life. The girl i wouldn't trade for anything in the universe. The girl that has made me see what true happiness is. Happy Birthday my love💕. You are the most important person in my life and i wouldn't do anything to having to change that. I love you with my body, heart and soul to death.

I hope you have an amazing birthday


Your Butttyyyyyy💖